Friday, February 10, 2012

WHy is this soooo darn hard????

I know I know..  I haven't posted since January.  I have been very very busy with Scouts, work, family stuff, and Relay for life.  I also have been depressed and didn't want to post.  when I weighed in back in January I was so happy that I was FINALLY under 300 lbs.  In January alot of things changed for me and I have been having a horrible time with dealing with them. 

I started going to see a Nutritionist and she was very supportive of my weight loss, and in encouraging. She has me trying a different way to lose my weight.  It is all about counting Carbs now. I have been having a REALLY, REALLY hard time with trying to get that down.  But I am getting there.  I have a list of what I can and can not eat.  Which does help but still very hard to get it down. 

I went to my weight in on Feb 3, and wanted to cry.  I gained 1 lb, and lost inches in my wait but GAINED every where else!!!!!!  It has really hit me hard.  How can I be losing inches in part of my body but gained in every where else?????  Since there I have stepped up my work outs and now going 5 days a week.  I am hoping that it will help me to lose more weight, but I am not going to be holding my breath.  I am beyond depressed about this whole weight loss thing.  PLease keep me in your prayers.  It is sooo hard right now, to keep going.

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